School is a living hell.
I wonder what made me plunge myself into it willingly.
Must be monkey madness.
AYEAYE.
Tutorials, lectures, CCA, PE.
Yuck to them all.
I am deprived of precious zzz-land time.
Every morning my head screams 'PON!' and my bed calls out to me.
But I've trudged my way miserably to school each day.
I'm thinking if it's worthwhile.
Maybe going to a polytechnic would be a better option after all.
Well, too late for regrets.
I just want to catch a cold or something right this instance.
)':
10:22:00 PM
Something
sweet for all my goodie mates! (:
Emo is the new happy.What's with all the random down syndrome people?
Aye.
Not that I haven't caught it though.
_
Anybody willing to supply me with their embraces for my
daily dose of hugs?
I'm a physical touch kind of person, I found out.
On a heavier note, it is alarming to discover that I'm rather negative too.
Ah, what can I say.
_
Seems like my foot got twisted somehow or another.
It's not really a bad ache, but quite a nagging little pain everytime I attempt to move.
Trip back to the China founder lookalike, perhaps. )':
_
I'm proud of myself.
It's O-V-E-R. (Oval! Woah like humpty dumpty! You know, the egg that fell off the wall?)
Yes, finallyyyyy~
But I'd still remember.
It's a habit that doesn't go away.
_
I'll grit my teeth and make it through.
O levels down, 'A's here I come~
Cause
when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
YOU GO GIRL!
Sometimes self-motivation is essential.
Work or doesn't, that's another matter altogether.
Hah.
Shucks I just negatived.
*cringe*
When everything goes against you, you ride over them all.
_
I'm very thankful I have great friends.
So what if I'm able to count them with just one hand?
It's the quality that counts, not the quantity.
10:59:00 PM
如果那天，我没有遇见你...
我想，我就不会感到
如此痛苦、 如此悲伤、 如此难过、
如此令人悲从中来了。
但是，如果我没有遇见你，
我也不会知道
那麼欢愉、 那麼温柔、 那麼相爱、 那麼温暖、 那麼幸福的心情了……
噙著泪水的我，
今天，依旧仰望著天空。
仰望著天空。
演员:
美嘉(新垣結衣飾)
弘樹(三浦春馬飾)
弘树:美嘉,人死后会变成什么样呢?
美嘉:当然是去天国了.
弘树:我想变成天空.如果变成天空,就永远能看见美嘉.
美嘉:象跟踪狂一样?
两人笑...
美嘉:那样我看天空的时候也能看见弘树.
晴天的话就是弘树心情很好,雨天的话就是弘树在哭泣.
天空的夕阳就是弘树在害羞的脸红,夜空的话就是弘树在温柔的拥抱着我.
弘树:我既然只能买给你这么便宜的戒指,我会给你全宇宙的星星.
_
I'm so gonna get these:
「你现在幸福吗？」
「我曾经幸福过… 我现在很幸福！」
12:25:00 AM
I officially declare that I'm seriously musically untalented.
Not that I'm proud of it, like duh.
I need to spend more time with my FH.
Maybe that will do the trick.
Mesmerised by guys who play the piano well.
Discovered my hidden fetish with guys with uberly cute ears.
Love, and it shall be reciprocated.
Yeah right.More like returned.
8:54:00 PM
It seems like I can't get anything done right these days.
I want to be a good daughter, I wish I was a better friend.
My studies is in a mess, I know I can try to improve the situation, but heck, I'm
far too tired to flinch.
Sleeping time has never been an issue to me- I've always thought it was a big waste of time, yet now it's become so cherished.
Assignments are piling up high, and I'm certain it's a matter of time before I get buried underneath them one day.
Ah well, whatever happened to my resolution of swearing off procrastination?
And it's high time to
move on. How many times must I remind myself of this? Not enough for it to be put to action, I guess.
You were, my significant other. &I never wanted that to change.
9:03:00 PM
We all have to take our leave from this world someday.
You'd never know when.
People, put the past behind.
And live for the present.
Before it's gone with the wind.
Or you're suddenly denied your rights to.
Maybe I should put a stop to the negative thoughts,
however true.Right._
It all goes way backkkkk~
SENTOSA.Sunny, blinding, fun-filled, perspiration-drenched. (Sweating is for animals, according to Miss Mok)
A whole load of memories that tug ferociously at my heart strings till now.
I still believe in the intensity of how much I trusted that the love will be my last.And how hard I wished that it shall be so.
And how I believed, for once, in forever- and we'll have a future together.
Well, that was foolish and childish.
Losing contact entirely made me grow up and come to terms with reality.
Wake up call, miss impractical!
POP! Goes the bubbles of genuine faith and unlimited possibilities as they burst right in my face.
Nevertheless, I shall still DREAM ON! (:Cause surely, love never fails.
11:34:00 PM
No balls caught.
Sadly.
Heading towards trouble, big time.
Maybe it's time to pull up my socks, get harsh on myself and M.U.G~
Oh kind souls out there,
enlighten me, pretty please!
In need of unlimited time._
Currently am madly addicted to online shopping.
(Just think.Merely clicking away on the mouse in the comfort of your nest.Rather than risk getting drenched in the rain outdoors and having to nudge your way admist the crowds.If anything catches your eyes, contact seller and seal the deal.How convenient can it get?)Which is not really a good thing.
Though it beats going out.
Endless temptations to spend on the wants.
Possessive, I admit.
In need of unlimited vitamin M.
_
Fickle-mindedness isn't going to get me anywhere.
_
第一次我发现自己可以这么坚定
不管别人怎么关心我就是爱你
我知道这样的决定也许有一点点
任性我只是忠于自己爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清
有时一个眼神就能看透真心
虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理
但你知道的
我还是会等你别怀疑 我为什么爱你
就像
云恋风风恋着雨其实我也不太懂这是什么道理
我想这就好像呼吸
不用练习
因为是你
9:54:00 PM
Maybe I'm really expecting too much.
All the wishful thinking on my part.
Perhaps it's best if I just pull away.
And leave things as they are.
_
I don't know how to put it across to you;
That I care, but I'm embarrassed to show it.
That I love, and I pray that you feel it._
Sometimes things just get more and more out of hand.
Before you can attempt to change them for the better, into the garbage dump they go, too late for any form of salvaging.
I hope not, in my case.
I hate regrets, and I don't want you to be one.
_
It's been a long time since I've felt this way. &Boy, you put me on cloud nine.
8:16:00 AM
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you seeWhat you mean to meAll the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apartAll my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got rightThe only one I let insideNow I can breathe, cause you're here with me
_
It's been a uber long time since I'd laughed so hard from the bottom of my heart.I miss my old self.Come back to me, pretty please.
9:24:00 PM
L CHANGE THE WORLD. A must watch! (:_
You were right to let yourself go.
I was wrong to hold on.
_
I sense it. I would say that I was asking for it. I just hope that we may one day go back to the way we were before. If not, I'd regret to lose a buddy in you. My lost.
_
He's not him. No matter how alike. I need to constantly remind myself to snap out of the unhealthy staring business and concentrate on trying to understand the chimologies they teach in school.
_
&I find that words are no longer effective in expressing how I feel.
9:34:00 PM
Let's just say I'm so not suited for the JC no life life.
Getting quite nostalgic here- I must admit I really miss my secondary school days, with my oh-so-lovable friends, crapping and laughing the whole day awayyy~
)':
Too late, time's never gonna turn back, and can't ever.
Everytime I think back about those beautiful memories we shared fresh tears would spring to my eyes.
And often I wonder why I was so foolish to skip school in the past and devoid myself of more opportunities to enjoy the company of my mates.
He was right, I guess. I should have known better and cherished the moments._I'm afraid.I'm scared that the friendships won't be able to stand the test of time and distance.
That we'll grow apart.
After new friends are made and the old forgotten and replaced.
If either of us just doesn't bother or stops making the effort to keep in touch due to the hectic school schedule and what not.
When we've run out of common topics to say and an awkward silence falls in between the constantly furthering space.
I pray, this will never happen.
Or at the very least, won't happen that soon.
I want things to remain as how it used to be. Yet, the only constant in life is change.
9:33:00 PM
'JUNE Seventeen year old gemini with random hyperactivity. Loves ambiguity, oxymorons, quotes and the beauty of words. Laming is her forte. Has absolutely no concept about time. Fetish for sexy ears and rabbit teeth. Wants to go on a globe trotting adventure. Can never resist food, especially potato, tofu and eggs. A sucker for rainy days.
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